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At the Margins
The office had emptied in stages.
First the assistants, gathering bags and half-finished thoughts. Then the junior associates, lingering just long enough to be seen leaving late. Finally, the partners, who made a show of staying even if they had little to do.
By the time the lights settled into their dimmed evening state, only a handful remained.
She was one of them.
Her office sat just off the main corridor, glass wall looking out toward the conference room across the hall. The blinds were half-drawn, not enough to obscure, just enough to suggest privacy. A careful balance. Like most things here.
She hadn’t noticed the time. Not at first.
She was deep in the brief, pen moving in small, precise edits, red ink threading through arguments that had already been rewritten twice. The kind of work that rewarded patience. The kind that demanded it.
When she finally looked up, it was because her hand had stopped moving. An involuntary pause, like a warning from somewhere inside.
The clock read 8:47.
She stared at it for a moment longer than necessary. Then she reached for another page.
The reflection that came then started small. A tightening that seemed to pull the room smaller without changing its shape. It happened just behind her shoulder, in a place where no one stood, and when she turned, the figure was already there.
A woman stood near the bookshelf, brandishing perfect posture and an immaculate dress. Her hair was pinned without a strand out of place and she held a dish towel in one hand, folded neatly, as if she had just finished some light cleaning.
She smiled unkindly.
“You’re still here,” the woman said, her voice soft with disappointment. “Never where your family needs you to be.”
The attorney blinked once. Twice. The room snapped back.
Empty.
She exhaled, steadying herself, and pressed her fingers to her temple. “Too late,” she murmured. “Just tired. That’s all.” She turned back to her desk.
Across the hall, laughter broke the quiet.
She didn’t mean to look, but she did. The conference room was still lit. Four men inside, jackets off, sleeves rolled. Papers spread across the table, but none of them were looking at them. One leaned back in his chair, another stood near the whiteboard, gesturing as he told a story.
Maxwell was there.
She watched him for a moment. Young. Eager. Nodding at the right times.
Included.
The second figure appeared near her office door, after a blink, as if he’d been observing her. This one didn’t bother with softness.
He leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, suit sharp in a way that felt almost theatrical. His expression carried a kind of amused disdain. “You really thought they’d let you in?” he asked.
She didn’t react. Gave him nothing.
“You’ve done everything right,” he continued, pushing off the wall, circling slowly. “Worked harder. Stayed later. Played the part.” He stopped in front of her, his eyes moving slowly over her. “Still not quite what they’re looking for.”
She made a show of restacking some papers. Turning the page in her notebook. She picked up her pen.
When she looked up again, he was gone.
She looked back at her work. Then, almost despite herself, she stood. Stepped into the hallway. The door to the conference room was slightly ajar, with light spilled out across the carpet. She could hear them clearly now.
“…I’m just saying, if we position it that way, the judge won’t—”
The door opened wider, and one of the men stepped out. He stopped short when he saw her. “Oh,” he said, surprised. “You’re still here.”
She straightened slightly. “Yes. I wanted to check in on the case.”
He hesitated. “We’ve got it handled.”
“I see Maxwell’s in there,” she said evenly. “He hasn’t led one like this before. I have.”
Another pause. Longer this time. Then a small, polite smile. “Maxwell can handle it, darling.”
The word was placed carefully.
He gave her a brief nod, then slipped back into the room, closing the door behind him. The laughter resumed almost immediately.
She stood there a moment longer before turning back to her office. The third figure was waiting for her there.
It had no form at first. Just a presence lingering in the air. A pressure behind her eyes. A sense of being watched from somewhere too close to locate.
Then it resolved. A shadowy silhouette shaped like her. A better version of her. Sharper, more composed, every line perfected. It stood across the desk, looking down at her with cool assessment.
“This isn’t enough,” it said.
She swallowed. “I know,” she replied, before she could stop herself.
The figure tilted its head slightly. “Do you?” it asked. “Because you keep stopping.”
“I don’t stop.”
“You go home,” it corrected. “You leave things unfinished. You divide your attention. You pretend that’s sustainable.” It leaned forward, placing both hands on the desk. “You will never be as good as you need to be.”
The room dimmed. The other two shapes returned at the edges. The homemaker. The man. All of them circling now, indistinct, overlapping, their voices threading together into something heavier than sound.
She pressed her hands flat against the desk and closed her eyes. This would pass. It always did.
When she opened her eyes, the haunts were gone, but a new figure stood at the door. A real person. A man dressed finely, with a cane in hand. Arthur Mercer, although she did not know him.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “I don’t have any appointments.”
Arthur stepped just inside the doorway as though he had been there many times before. “That’s quite alright,” he said gently. “I find I’m right on time regardless.”
His voice was calm. Measured.
“I’m really swamped,” she said, the words automatic. “If you could—”
Her hand slipped slightly against the desk. She caught herself.
Arthur’s gaze softened, just a fraction. “Yes,” he said quietly. “You truly are.”
She straightened, pulling herself together. “Why are you here?”
Arthur paused, considering her. “That is a very good question.”
He stepped further into the room, cane tapping softly against the floor. “You’re not the usual sort,” he continued. “No shattered mirrors. No drowning rooms. Nothing so… dramatic.” His eyes moved briefly toward the conference room across the hall. “Just a quiet sort of tearing down. I’d like to see it resolved.”
The shadows around her stirred, not liking Arthur’s message. His tone.
He reached into his coat and produced a small key, held delicately between gloved fingers.
“Do you recognize this?” he asked. He held it out.
She looked at it, recognition furrowing in her brow. “My mentor’s office key. I thought I’d lost it.” She shook her head, memories returning. “We had to rekey the lock. She gave it to me the day I made partner.”
The room shifted.
The shadowy specters around her recoiled, as if something new was entering the space.
Something warm.
A glow took shape near the far wall. An unmistakable form. Her mentor stood there, outlined in a soft, golden light that seemed to push back the edges of everything else.
Arthur looked from the figure to the woman. “Do you remember what she told you?”
The woman stood there, frozen as she searched her memories, and the golden form began to speak.
“I used to think I had to choose between being present and being formidable,” came the soft words. “Balance is a lie. Choose the path that lets your children watch you build something.”
The mentor’s form flared against the faltering shadows.
“Refuse to disappear.”
The light lingered a moment longer, then faded. Silence returned to the office. The desk. The clock.
The shadows themselves thinned, and the woman closed her eyes again. “I don’t think I appreciated those words.”
“No,” Arthur agreed. “Perhaps now is the time.” He stepped forward, took her hand, and pressed the key into it.
It felt solid. Grounding.
“I’ll leave this with you,” he said.
She looked down at it. Then around the room. The papers. The glass. The door across the hall. Everything exactly as it had been.
And somehow not.
“I think…” she said slowly, “I think I have to go.”
Arthur inclined his head. “Yes,” he said. “I believe you do.”
She gathered her things without urgency. When she was done, she paused once at the doorway and looked back. At the desk. The chair. The version of herself still sitting there, if she allowed it.
Then she left.
Arthur remained for a moment, long enough to ensure the shadows did not follow. Long enough to feel the room settle into a shape that would hold without her. Then he turned, cane tapping lightly as he made his way back into the corridor.
Content.
Knowing he would not see her struggle here again.
The subtlety of this episode is brilliant and so relatable. I wish Arthur could have visited me about 15 years ago.
Love this episode! “Just a quiet sort of tearing down. I’d like to see it resolved.”
And you’re telling us readers too, “Refuse to disappear.”